Oh boy. This is a big one. Those close to me know that I’ve recently fell into a severe depressive episode or “flare up” (because it is a chronic illness). And quite honestly while it’s a bit more complex than I’ll share in here, it was essentially because I was holding myself to a standard that was highly unattainable. My mind had me calculating every single task I did and whether I did it good enough down to brushing my teeth. (Ridiculous I know). I would (and still do) get so overwhelmed and then I would just completely shut down. Several factors are at play in my situation but I realized that the idea of perfectionism was slowly killing my physical, mental, and emotional health.
This past week I’ve started to listen to podcasts while I work. I’ve found some ones that really giving me perspective and peace. One of them is by Dr. Chatterjee called “Feel Better Live More.” I do recommend for everyone.
The greatest gift you can give anyone is your own healing and growth. 🌿